Warning: very random storyline
My blog posts these days have been sort of emo-ish maybe because I don’t have any other places to rant to. My twidder account was locked and I am not really a fan of Facebook, hence I now just keep every single thing to myself. Intagram’s kinda hard too because you can see who viewed your stories and I’m afraid these people I see will judge me...
Well not that I don’t have any friends or family to talk to, it’s just that I know they have been through a lot too so I reckon it’s best to not add more burden to their shoulders.
Talk about friends, I had splendid days in Shah Alam last week thanks to Erna, Hadina, Pie & Megat. As much as I was in awe of them as individuals, I can’t help but be amazed by how this friendship is slowly becoming like a marriage- arguments after arguments but we still come back for each other. Interesting.
Anyway, I had the hardest goodbye last week with the geng that I cried from Shah Alam to Johor. I just don’t know when can I meet them again. As much as I want to be with them without burdening them too much, I couldn’t afford going there too many times too.
On the same day, I got a news that my uncle was admitted to the ICU. Arrived from Shah Alam during zuhur and after asar terus gerak hospital. People came out from the ward crying and all so I kept having to look at other places to avoid myself from bursting into tears... I told my aunt I couldn’t go in to see him because I was just too sad. Conclusion is, I was a complete mess on that day.
Yesterday I went to the hospital again, and had the courage to go into the ICU to see my uncle. It was just devastating to see him unconscious like that. Cik Lah told me to whisper anything to his ears but all I could do is stand still in front of the bed and cry. Man with this tissue heart, I could never become a doctor or even a nurse.
Semoga Cik Yie mudah sembuh & mudah sedar amin! May good news reach our ears amin!