1063; Post Diploma

Bismillah.

It's been so long since I write. Quite've been too overwhelmed in the so called long holiday I have after diploma. I was waiting for this 'boost' to kick in and start writing again so wallaaa.. here I am!

1. These days I don't feel bored staying in the house for days coz I got my baby brothers to kacau2 and manja2 and all. I always know they were annoyed of me but hey, that's what sisters do! The fact that we can meet up only few times in a year, it made our bonds grow stronger. But nowadays they tend to ignore me when I ask them to do things. It's kind of an everyday battle but this big sister aint gonna lose that battle kah kah! My secret weapon... a secret of course.

2. I have to cook almost everyday for my family. I improved guyssss, finalleyhhh. I dont need recipe books anymore and here comes the 'campak campak' skill! Plus, no more 2 hours for a dish hahaha. I can catch up with most types of dishes but ones that requires me to use cili kering... I'm out.

There's a day when I attempted to make asam pedas salmon for dinner, it didn't turn out well. There was something wrong with the taste. I tried adding salt, but then my asam pedas tasted completely salty. When I tried adding sugar, it immediately tasted sweet. Only sweet. You just cant call it 'asam pedas'. I had already gave up on it when suddenly I remembered that I forgot to add ASAM JAWA in it. Goshhhhhhh it wasnt the saltiness or sweetness that's lacking. I just forgot to put the 'ASAM' IN MY 'ASAM PEDAS'. See Faqihah, who says you dont need that recipe book? /cries/

3. I entered the dUCk competition on Instagram! Not a dUCk fan (can't even afford em) but the prizes.. I just had to. As I posted my edits into my Instagram, I wasn't only submitting pictures- I was submitting my resume. Well, you never know where luck lands hehe.

I learnt a lot during the process and was even immersed into it even after few days the contest ended. Haha. I didn't win but at a different perspective, I learnt a lot about Photoshop and Picsart from YouTube and people who had been supporting me all along. Thank you you-know-who-you-are!

4. I am slowly getting used to driving for long hours. Ibu and ayah went to umrah last week so I had to bring back home my baby brother (okay not so baby, he's 16). Johor-Melaka drive is so tiringgg. The fact that I took 2 hours (at 120km/h) only to get to sempadan Johor (from Kulai) is already.. duhh. Nevermind. Thank God abang already finished his school so I dont need to drive to Putrajaya to meet up with him.

5. I try not to wear anything on my face everytime I go outside, eg; malls. When my skin is doing very good (or bad), I just have to challenge my self confidence, especially when my friends weren't around to judge me haha. I skip all my facial routine (toner, moisturizer, powder, lipstick etc) and just walk out of the house like a (pale) diva. My number one inspiration, men! How can men look so normal even without makeups on?! Urgh.

Breakouts are nothing these days. I dont really care having a big pimple at the centre of my face area and just let it treat itself naturally.

No lah, I'm just lazy hahaha.

That's all for now to sum up my post diploma. Assalamualaikum!

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2005
Kulai

1041; Semut

Bismillah.

Tadi bukak twidder guna safari. Saja stalk orang. Tiba tiba semut datang jalan atas handphone. Tiup tiup pun tak gerak. Pastu tepis guna jari. Sikit lagi nak tertekan like. Sikit lagi. Nice betullah semut ni.

Itulah kisah saya hari ini.

#ceritapendektanpamotif

1551

1040; Manusia Kecil

Bismillah.

/dalam kereta/

Me: *screams in high pitch* EEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Ibu: Hey awak dah kenapa??!
Me: Tengok tu manusia kecik!!!!! *sambil tunjuk kat sekumpulan budak sekolah rendah*

Manusia sekeliling aku semua besar besar. Aku hampir lupa manusia boleh sekecil itu gais. Keciknya dunia aku gais.

Rasa nak ketuk ketuk penyek penyek budak budak tu hahahaha omg tolonggggg.

1847

1039;

Bismillah.

Lesson of the day, jangan makan cili macam makan jajan.

#prayformystomach

updated: it's only cili jeruk fyi. not crazy enough to eat cili semata mata sebanyak itu haha.

1625

1038; Sambal Belacan

Bismillah.

My first sambal belacan attempt was... belacan-y (?) because the spicyness was not so umphh although I put like 16 chillies in it *rolls eye*.

Home is where you get to eat all sort of illegal food when eating with friends. Or you could say, those food with not-so-pleasant smell. Yes you read that right. Budu, tempoyak, sambal belacan, cencalok, petai, rebung.... ahh did I just mentioned heaven? 

p/s: Always brush your teeth after eating those things. Especially before going to sleep :"---)

1215

1037; Beach Sisters

Bismillah.

I think I just made a sister by the beach.

p/s: How can this child be so friendly with someone she just talked to? Must. Learn. From. Her.

1123

1036; My Everyday Sem Break

Bismillah.

(Don't put too much hope in this blog post because it may end up nowhere.)

One. Feels like ranting right now- okay most of the time and that explains why I couldn't live without my blog. And yes, I am writing this using my laptop which is super annoying but nevermind I'll get used to it.

Two. So yeah, deleted twidder, instagram and blogger apps right after Abang's carnival because the Putrajaya-Johor ride is so long it made me think too much about life but whatever, I am better without it now. Not stressing over why-isn't-anyone-posting-anything-Im-so-bored or constantly scrolling my camera roll, deciding which picture to post next time (which gets me more annoyed of myself). Frankly I do check on twidder and instagram sometimes via Safari, stalking people here and there, you know, just checking if everyone's doing okay.....

Three. It's almost a week since I got out of the house. Five days to be exact. I have a car (not my car la) to ride anywhere but going to malls ALONE is boring! Once I went to a shopping mall alone, thinking of having my own sweet time in cafe and just walking leisurely while feeding my eyes with shoes and clothes and tudung- it didn't happen. The thing is, I am that type who walk so fast (especially when walking alone) and couldn't control my pace so I might have walked back out of the mall perhaps less than an hour after I entered. And and and,, it's so boring because I have no one to talk to especially when wanting to comment on that particular bag or needing reviews on what should I wear. Whatever, main point is boring.

Four. Since I got back for sem break, the number of dogs in my neighbourhood increased. My left side jiran only got 3 dogs weh! Two of them are so big, and bark so loud whenever they see anyone passing by. I could literally faint while just opening my gate lock. So guys, think twice or thrice when wanting to visit me at home :") Can't even handle cats and now dogs? Sheesh. There's one night where I had to throw rubbish outside the house. The moment I steppped one of my feet out the house, the dog is already barking. I was so shocked that I cramped my arm that night. That dog also shat in front of my house and after so many years of learning, I finally did an amali on how to clean dog's poop Islamic way. Okay I tried so hard translating that in English.

Five. I couldn't go through a day without wearing tudung plus long sleeves inside the house. The only time I'd cherish is when cousin's at school or not at home. Having to wear them when the day is hot or while cooking feels.. hot (of course). Got used to it now but it still not comfortable. Plus, wearing tudung when hair is still damp results in itchy scalp and itchy scalp is not cool guys. Hard to say this, but cousin's gonna get less love from me because of this haha. The struggle of being a muslim girl is real. So real...

What more eh..

Six. Oh and this time, my sem break is not as productive as my previous one. I don't read books because it's boring and I don't often cook unless it's with ibu (Ibu made cooking less stressful and less longer to be honest hehe). I often procrastinate and sometimes feels like doing nothing is good. It made my day feels shorter tho and that is sad. Hilang keberkatan masa mungkin..

Seven. I need abang and adik to be home. It is super boring here at home. Adik will be home on 28th and Abang, the 1st June?? So longg. I need to be in college like on the 5th! Oh come on, I need more time with them for huggings, pdas, quarellings and bullyings. I know they'll also do nothing at home bbbut.... *puppy eyes*

Eight. Oh no I rant a lot. So gonna be a good mother later- being angry and complaining about my children through blogging haha.

Nine. Go online. I need to see your 'last seen' changing to 'online'.

Okay later everyone! (If there is anyone).

1321

1026; Perak- Kellie's Castle

Bismillah.

It's stated everywhere in the building that the castle is haunted. Probably not the best place to bring kids. Of course they also talk about history and what not but just go somewhere that wont make your children's mind full of ghosts and spirits' stories.

Oh and Kellie's a man! *mindblown*

1837

1024; Perak- Masjid Ubudiyyah

Bismillah.

Kuala Kangsar, Perak

0750

1022; Perak- Taiping

Bismillah.

Of night rides around Taiping, overnight & the oldest museum in Malaysia.

2011

1021; Perak- Ipoh

Bismillah.

Ipoh was good. The buildings & the hills.. and the nice people was totally a plus point. 

p/s: Not to mention, one tyre burst otw to Ipoh and another one flattened by a screw in Ipoh. Experience experience :)

1953

1020; Perak- Nasi Vanggey

Bismillah.

Nasi Vanggey, Ipoh

0915

1019; Perak- Gunung Lang

Bismillah.

Gunung Lang, Ipoh.

2352

1018; Sup Ayam Bayam

Bismillah.

Cooking's hard. Had tough time today battling with emotions and pans. Kitchen's only calm the moment ibu steps in haha. 

ps:

Whoever thought of taking culinary, quit this instance. Take actuarial science instead. 

pps:

On second thought, dont take that either. 

1847

1016; iPod

Bismillah.

Retrieved my old ipod but with cracked bottom left corner and something like a big dot on the top left (?). NEVER EVER trust your brothers in handling gadgets guys. *cries in the corner of the room*

Dulu sanggup kot guna duit hadiah hadiah PMR beli ipod pakai duit sendiri then dah dapat result SPM ibu ayah bagi phone baru, kita bagi ipod dekat adik abang tapi diorang buat ceni kat kita tsk tsk. Ni masing masing dah ada phone sendiri dia tinggal baby kita kat dalam almari kesakitan ceni. Dasar spoiled kids *piat telinga imaginarily*.

p/s: Song playing in the picture is Ya Sudahlah by Bondan Prakoso (or something like that) guyssss. Lagu zaman jiwang guyssss. Walaupun takde boyfriend guyssss hahaha. Oh mai nostalgia betul. 

2001

1015; Leham Balik Sekolah

Bismillah.

Leham dah balik kita nak main dengan siapa neyyy.

(Leham tu nama whatsapp Arham. Lekat pulok)

0837

1014; Spaghetti Carbonara

Bismillah.

Cooked perhaps a little bit too much for two person...

1316

1013; KFC

Bismillah.

Dua orang budak belum mandi dan kelaparan beli kfc.

1241

1012; Leham Comes Home

Bismillah.

2311

1011; First Golf Experience

Bismillah.

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